I always told you that I wasn’t much of a dreamer and that much is true. But recently, I have been having the most extraordinary dreams and you’ve played a role in every single one of them.

Before the nightmares, I used to believe that our dreams signified something, but I lost that belief as the fear started to take its grasp on me. But now I’m lying here, alone in the dark, thinking about those dreams. Do they mean something? If anything, it’s that I miss you, but anyone who knows me can tell you that. My heart aches for your company and it’s almost as if my brain has incorporated you into my dreams as a way of keeping that company. It’s a comforting idea and it’s this type of imagination that’s stopping me from losing you and I’m more than grateful. 

I miss you Edge.

Love always,
Jess.